I'm Done :)

I wish  I could forget you,I wish we never met,I wish  I didn't feel the way i do ,I wish  I didn't have to get hurt. And now i'm done :). Its really hurts :'( 

Sometimes we just say"I just want be happy" but deep inside  our hearts we know we still  want to be Their happiness. 

Haha,crying Inside,Smiling Outside. :')

Awak....................................... Saya rindukan senyuman awak,gelak tawa awak,merajuk awak. Awak tak pernah rindu ke? haha soalan macam gampang je kan? Kenapa terlalu cepat awak berubah? Kenapa terlalu cepat awak patahkan semangat saya,harapan saya kat awak? Dulu awak layan saya baik je. Awak bergurau dengan saya . Awak merajuk dengan saya. Awak ingat lagi tak masa saya pujuk awak. saya kata awak jangan merajuk lelama nanti saya rindu.Tapi kan awak sekarang saya rindukan merajuk awak, saya selalu tunggu awak tegur saya. Sampailah satu saat saya tunggu awak yang tak kesampai ,Saya suka perangai awak yang keanak-anakkan tuh. Awak comel sangat masatuh. Awak selalu cakap awak buzy. Saya selalu cuba nak faham awak,bukan saya taknak tegur awk Bila saya yang text awak,awak just layan saya gitu gitu je. Takpelah at least awak reply kan. Kadang kadang awak tak reply pun,awak,saya bukan tiang,saya bukanlah anak patung,saya bukan tunggul awak. Saya ni ada hati juga,ada perasaan juga. Saya dah cuba nak jaga hati awak. Tapi,awak tak pernah nak cuba nak jaga hati saya. Awak pergi tanpa alasan. Awak abaikan saya gitu aja. Andai awak tahu saya still simpan gambar awak,yang saya ambil dulu x) . Gambar itulah buatkan rindu saya terubat. Hanya sekeping gambar,saya menitiskan airmata. Maaf sian gambar awak basah kena airmata saya :). Saya langsung tak letih mencintai awak,tapi saya letih mengharapkan awak. Bila saya baca conservation awak dan "dia" saya cemburu,cemburu dan sangat cemburu. Walaupun awak bukan untuk saya. 

Sometimes I just need alone
so i can cry  without being judged
so I can think without being interrupted
so I don't bring anyone else down with me. 

1.2.3.Sayang korang ketat ketat

Some people into our lives and quickly go,
Some stay for  a while,
and leave footprint an our hearts,
And we are never ever the same. 

Guyssss,,,iloveyouuusodamnmuchh. k I normal kayh.Seriously nanti mesti rindu kat korang semua I mean semua budak gila gila form 3 venus. nak nak yang girls. haha serious ah otak kitorang memang bermacam macam warna. Hahaha. Korang selalu nak buat orang gelak je kan? Tak boleh blah  yang nisa. pergh otak macam pelangi siott. tengok ah kiteorang dah terikut ikut kau dah. korang ingat tak masa kem motivasi harituh best kan? ingat tak malam tu. haha nice moment babe. Kalau takde korang memang tak sah. Nisa lah yang pengarahnya.Kita gelak gelak gosip sana gosip sini. main kejar kejar.dan sebagainya. sometimes kita ni macam budak laki kan. adalah sikit kan. time exam mmg best.Exam macam tak exam je kan. cikgu awasi kat belakang kitorang bantai tiru kat depan. untung juga kan dapat depan.

Moments aku tak boleh bla sekali time ada perlawanan bola tampar. Yang bestnye masetuh cikgu buzy then kitorang bantai lepak dalam dewan. Haha aman je duk dalam dewan senyap sunyi. Pastuh si puteri ni g bukak cerita seram. Okayh mula mula ajet ajet berani je padahal semua pengecut nak mampus. Lepas puteri cerita hantu. tiba tiba je dia buat mimik muka seram. Bangang betul seram gila dengan dia punya mengilai sekali. Semua cabut lari keluar dewan. Orang kat luar semua pandang kitorang macam banduan baru lepas penjara. Alia meraung lagi. Baby betul si puteri dia boleh ketawa guling guling kat situ,eh tak serik lagi tu. dua kali kitorang cabut lari sebab takut. Puteri punca ni. kan dah kena marah,memang suka kena marah ni kan. 

Ada juga kitorang main konsert konsert pulak dalam kelas time cikgu takda. Kitorang memang jenis manusia yang tak sedar yang tahun ni nak PMR. Lantaklah suara macam katak panggil hujan ke,kambing panggil guruh ke. Yang penting kami enjoy,kami puas. sampai sakit tekak aku nyanyi. Lagu waka waka lah. hindustan lah. nasib tak gangnam style time tuh. tak pasal pasal sembelit budak laki kang gelak kat  kitorang. Hobi kitorang selalu mengusik cikgu khusaini.auww comel je.

Hahaha. Our Memories. Best kayh lepak dengan korang. Please jangan pernah lupakan moments nanti kayh. :')

Nampak tak terserlah kecomelan kami disitu,terserlah romantika kami disitu. hahaha,even berbeza rambut,even aku keding. Kami tetap kawan,kawan,dan kawan selamanya. Kpopers vs Directioners <3 Love you la Fatin Nur Alia. Wakakaka

Friend is someone you can be alone with and have nothing to do and not be able to think  of anything to say and be comfortable in the silence. :)  

I'll miss you 3 Venus.... :')

I Tired Waiting For You

Sometimes I wonder if maybe we'll ever get back together, and then I realize that we'll never really be over. In a way it hasn't changed, but in some ways it has, it's not that we're not meant for each other, I just think maybe we aren't ready for each other.You have no idea how much I want to send you a simple text message. To see how you've been and what's new in your life. Late at night I find myself thinking about all the times you and I had. But I'm too afraid. Mostly because you've moved on with your life while I'm still sitting here wishing you were still by my side.


Dear crush, you would not know it hurt my heart meditating, meditating its pain care. Why would I? Why should I hurt, why I should fall? why should I cry? I got tired of waiting for you. I'm waiting for your text every day. what is the result? there is nothing. I know I do not have to like you, because you still love your ex. your ex more meaningful. not I right? I was a stranger to you. I'm not the one for you, but for me you are everything. reason always smile when you text

Dear crush, hopefully you're happy, I always miss you. sorry I'm too tired to wait you.